Annalinah

i dont know how          to put into words                    these feelings i-know-you-will-gloat-over-if-you-only-know

i believe that we all will get with that someone after getting with many no ones but my heart is turning blue now because i am afraid.. i am afraid there will be no one after that someone as wonderful as that someone as thoughtful sweet caring kind fair... i am afraid i will never have better but i am happy ..to have had you

i see her name on every one of your love poems now in everything you say in every future i cant have. i envy her taking everything i want from you. i see her in every dream i wish you dream of me in them every loving word the real kind if only you could be mine.

to touch you kiss you hold you in my hands i would dream every night every day if only i could feel you again. forgive me.. i never remember my dreams but i remember you.

i have been wrong bad even but i've always loved you now that i am looking back on my memories of you... so wonderful and painful. i hate myself for making that period for you

love me please... do touch me again now. i want to            plunge into your mouth with my tongue, but you never let me.

I want to walk side by side with you under the stars, Hold hands with you under the candle light, Let my mind waver when you hold me close, The way my heart soars at the sight of your smile. When I speak I could see your eyes come alive, Your kind face echoing expressions of everything I like. And you always take your time when you do arrive, Making me screaming warm and everything inside. I laid in bed this day and thought of you, The trees fluttered with the wind as I missed you. I know it isn't going to be very long, But I think this is how we know we are in love.

I am deathly afraid of how I feel when you brush your hand along my arm, Leaning beside my ear while your breath warms every bit more than my skin. And with every breath my heart would tremble a need between fear and wanting, So slowly that I began wondering if this could lead to something a little more.. I always enjoyed kissing your frowns away, Knowing that my hands could soothe the pains from your back. The things you do that makes it hard to stay mad at you, The things I happily give you knowing you are mine. I long for you even when you are silly or frustrating, But especially when you are sweet and loving. I wonder if you cou

I wonder if you could sense how I feel when I look at you, Tilting my head to the side when I smile with you. The way I feel when I listen to you, The anticipation in my stomach right before seeing you. I could hold my breath counting the number of stars I see in your eyes, Stretch my fingertips to graze the surface of your lips, And slowly, tenderly, Fall in love with the way you look at me every time. I sometimes wonder if you could see all this in my eyes, Recognize the feeling of my heart in my voice, Feel the tenderness of my mind lost in translation, A heart wavering like an angel hair in the wind.